I'm lost
black is my color
yet I'm bright as the moon...
I sparkle yet i'm dim.
I see flames
red is the color of my heart
yet the sea feels me...
I flow in never ending serenity.
I jump
Green is my color
yet the sands of time shine like Gold...
I whisp into forever.
I'm your color
I'm yours
I'm...
To dwell into the past is a PAIN I go through…
leaving in this place just makes it even harder…
I long for a day that I will step out…
Hold out my fear and let me be free..
Sorrow may have the tears I hide…
but
I am the fountain where it flows…
I hold the stone that ripples though the surface…
the leaves that tear through the breeze…
Let me sing my heart song…
like penguins do in the north…
whales' that hum..
birds' that chirp…
Let my music reach you that you may hear..
The thug and thump of my heart…
Let my rage flow out that it hurts to read…
Again Thank You!!
GoodBye!!!
If you can't understand…
Just say it!
If you don't want to listen
then just don't…
I study for a reason..
it's because I want to get out!!
to move out of your shadow…
to leave this place!!!
Harsh as it sounds..
you are…..
a PAIN!!!
Thank you…
GOODBYE!!!!
Sleep has eluded me for the nth time…
today was a very long day and it's the worst day of my entire JUNIOR year…
MARKETING defense in the morning and OPMAN defense in the afternoon…
Didn't sleep at all the night before and now… well
Sleep is just so cunning and so slippery,
I can't seem to take hold of it…
I guess there are a lot of things I just can't seem to take control of…
From my schedule to my reactions and to sleeping habits!!!
I'm not complaining though…
CONTROL is just so "OUT THERE"
I love SEASIDE… the food is great, the ambience is precious… the people are fantastic… what more can I ask for.. Happy BIRTHDAY MOM!!!!
I missed you!!!
I long for a space of mine
A space bounded by my future
I need not know who I am
I need not know who I'll be
I need not know who I was
I will be in debt of my NOW
But will seek by Tomorrow
My YESTERDAY will hide
All that my heart desired
A space caged in its own right
I will miss you all the days of my life…
HELLO…
It's been so long since I've written an entry.
Time really fly by so fast!! September is starting and Semestral breaks are near. These past few months have been so stressful and frustrating. So many decisions to make in such a short time, a lot of obstacles around every corner, and so many things to do in such a short time… I wish that was all. Well, ranting about it won't really make a difference.
I guess I have to get back to my stressful life, along with all the people as stressed as me…